4/16/12

that other kind of addiction

-completed- (in these 4 months time)
flower boy ramyun shop- download bcuz a recap site that i often go loves this one so much
(like sososososoooo much) so, this drama is funnehhhh and lots of kkotminam too haha. but ofc, it has its slow moments too but still forgivable. just finished this so that's why moon embraces the sun goes up the dld-list *coughjung-il-woocough*
scent of a woman - download it cuz of lee dong wook. saaaaaad drama. it's good but not THAT good. slow ofc since its a melo
my girlfrien is a gumiho - just planned on dlding it and walaahhh it's in front of me when i borrowed someone's hdd (u know who u are ;p) a cute drama.
protect ths boss - dled it at first bcus of jaejae but i barely noticed him in it btw (hes 2nd lead)
starts verrrryyyy good but it's kind of want to make u sepak the screen (out of annoyance) during the last 5 eps minus ending. haha thats bcuz the ending is kinda good and...sweet (haha)
best love - errr the hero is kind of lunatic. thats all i remembered. good thing i only dld the flv ones =_=
shut up flower boy band - LOVEEEE THIS. it's not those typical k-dramas with their so-called unsolvable problems. sure, there r problems in this but they r solved quickly. so yeah i love this :D
(ohh many kkotminam here too ;p)
lie to me - watched bcus my uncle transfered it to my hd. so-so. kind of drama; 1st time watching is ok. 2nd time, errrrrrrr...
my love by my side - idk why i watched this -.-; ohh, maybe it's bcuz i 'ter' tengok on tv (curse u onehd) pissed by the slowness of tv, watched it online.

-in the process of finishing-
salaryman - looks promising. watched ep 1 and it's funny. in d process of downloading. (reluctantly-halted)
obstetrics and gynaecology - has some connection with me (lol) in d process. (halted)
the moon that embraces the sun - received good reviews. currently downloading.
p/s: it's moved to the top bcus of post-drama-watching disease
rooftop prince - doesnt plan on watching this at all. ended up watching ep 1 and never looked back.
funny as hell. it's been so long since i laughed THAT hard watching a drama lol. the only flaw is that it's an ongoing drama currently (>_<)
king 2 hearts -  planned on watching this istd of rooftop at first. good too but for me rooftop wins big time ;p
more politicky this one. ongoing drama in kor too



so,.......i have no idea why i made this post :)

ive got my motivation

back, that is.
after reading that someone's blog ;)

 SO WHAT SHOULD I WRITE ABOUT?
 ive lost all my ability to blog (hiperbole-ing there)

my life is still just the same. just like after i finished ze beloved zespiem
nothings changed. repeat, NO~THING

 EDIT:   WARNING: YOU DONT HAVE TO READ THIS. IT'S JUST ME AND MY PROBLEMS. NOT THAT INTRESTING ANYWAY :)

sometimes i pity myself the most upon remembering that THIS is supposed to be my freedom time
the one that i crave for when im battling in that deathly battle
the one that im supposed to have before i put my feet into the new world. or so they said.
but i guess im just the one with the responsibilties. they cant just leave me alone dont they
so, because of this tiny little minute thing,
ive failed to obtain the 3 things that r on the top of my bucket list
funny.
when i feel that i could not hold it in anymore, i talked to my mom
but it always end up with me feeling sorry for her instead.
so, in the end it's always me consoling myself
but it's just hard . gettting yourself together
compared to it falling apart which is soooo freaking damnly easy

sometimes, i really feel that im an ungrateful person (or bitch, if im being harsh lol)
when im all troubled, stressed out with this thing,
there r more unfortunate people out there. like reaaaaaallly unfortunate.
but i just cant help it.
im just a mere human being with patience-capacity as tiny as amoeba
and just so that you know, i can be reaaaaally bitchy towards others when im in that self-pitiying mode
and im just really sorry to those who have to experience that. really.

so now, ive figured out a way to let me experience the day like others
i'll wake up at 5.30 am and if im fast enough, it'll end in 7.30.
before this, i woke up at 7.30  and be done near 10
i figured out thats not how i want to spend my morning
so i worked out that new arrangement lol
i think im more happy with this.


dearie me,
pls be patient for this month to end
because they said it'll take 2 more weeks.
(yeah u read that right 2 MORE WEEKS again.)
and they also said that the other thing will be at the end of this month too
so please, just summon a lil bit more of patience

wow. soo long ahh? haha


p/s: mara is open today but i still am not sure about the programs...? :'(