Home alone

im being left all alone today TT_TT
all because i had to be with add maths.
okay, tat sounds some kind of dramatic -,-
i had my 1st add math tuition today.
coincidentally, my family (excpt me ofc)
went to ipoh to visit my uncle in a hosp there.
uhuk.
the saddest part is, on their way back, they'll ride the ETS!
ive been wanting to ride that thing since ive read 'bout em
it's all bcuz my dad'll be staying there to take care of my uncle
and before, my mom sms-ed me saying that they'll arrive home at 10
uhuk uhuk.
I WANT TO RIDE A TRAIN AT NIGHT!! >_<

haha okay that makes me looks like some kind of weirdo -_-"

okay abt yesterday,
i went to school for semega programme.
it's some kind of u-prep thingy like what course do u want to take later
and what shud u know abt the course (target subjects,requirements etc)
for me, im kind of not sure abt my ambition
but now, it's certain that im going to take medic :)
and after much thinking and contemplating i think i'll apply for jordan
it's true that ive wanted to go to the west for further studies,
but thinking fr various aspects,  i think it'll be better to choose middle east prog.
and west can wait for my masters and phD, insya-Allah =)
my dad is okay with it (after i explained to him the pros and cons of things)
 i dunno bout my mom. she's against me in going to overseas
but i think my dad'll back me up though. :)
but still, it's our planning though and the one who makes it comes true is none other than Allah.
All praise to the God.