pernicious. I guess.

ok so while im supposed to study genetics, (and pharma) (and path ology)
this awesome thought just occured to me. 'hey, why dont i update my blog. like korea trip ? hullo ring any bells. dont ppl do that when they have like mountain of stuffs to be read over slash crammed into the gyri of the brain'  i hate myself sometimes. (dont worry self hates you too baby)

....i am starting to think that i really do have some problems. up thar. k.

how do i remember things.


tbh i have consumed 2 sachets of nescafe rich and here i am now. sleepy reading over molecular biology techniques. blame the cold weather, blame. so excuse me while i cont to ramble until i get to my main point of ((life)) this important post.

so. 18th may 2013.
 e
we landed at incheon airport at 8 am kst or smth (?) and then passed the immig yada yada selca in i!n!c!h!e!o!n! toiletfront while waiting for mom. being uber excited over connecting olleh wifi. like seriously woman. walked around the airport to search for the train to seoul. it took just abt 40 minutes? not to mention i did some camwhoring with hyun bin ('s face on magazine cover) in the train. go tourism go.
arrived at the  seoul station and yeah first real taste of seoul man. all the saramdeul. all the convis. the donuts and cafes. next, again me figuring out how to use the goddamn subway ticket machine. it's still the 1st day anyways (yeah, turned out i paid double for the tickets. go figure) we were headed to dongdaemun because duh, our guesthouse was there.

one thing i love most abt seoul is how all the places are all easily accessible. the subway? extensive. i can never understand how people say subway is complicated. i guess it is, when u look on the map ofc berselirat lah kan. but try to understand it, makes life much much easier tbh.
how i wish mara scholarship is up for kor med programme. sigh. 

so changed lines and stuffs, ta-dah le infamous dongdaemun.
next next destionation as i planned being the tour planner i was, was namdaemun.
namsan tower and supposedly, namsan market. waited in line for almost 2 hours, (man koreans sure keen to go up there too i am amazed, but no surprise there though) went up with the cable car, picture time!!!11!
(excuse you, one of running man filming sites okaii, ) so ill put up pics later. when im not lazy.
and then namsan market, yeah, well turned out, its my first time in seoul too woohoo. so yeah. kinda lost there. sorry mum inadequacies in research. if its me alone ill just go but, heyyy i am one considerate daughter too. so went to toms and toms instead and then myeongdeong. idek why i was so keen on toms2 tho. maybe its those instas. but then ergh koreans and their cafes addiction. all those yummy things. see theres some good things why i dont get to live there yeaaaap.

ahh myeongdeong. my main target was, everysing lol blame all those kpop oppars. and then again, i kinda forgot that
 myeondeong is not the size of alamanda, midvalley even. so yeah got lost again in the midst of the face shop, etude house and holika holika. you one smart female. ended up shopping for....okay i didnt even shop because 1) my main target is nowhere to be found how can i focus on shop-p-ing? 2) the prices of the clothes was sooooo out of my budget. seoul clothes just you wait ill.be.back. 3) yeah busy with photos and stuffs. it was raining even
sooooo no haul that day. wait i dont remember abt mom tho. moving on.

ahh btw in their big subway stations they usually have like this underground shopping complex lol because you know. intersection? so yeah its kinda spacious down thar. and crowded with busy koreans ofc, myeongdeong, what even.
so i found this cd/album/kpop merchs ?? shop there. there were lots of them tho so yeah no sweat.
i was actually just intending to survey the prices. who was i kidding thou. asked for exo m album isseoyeo and boom money is spent. theyre kinda cheap tbh. plus I GOT THE POSTER AWW YEAS. dont remind me of my long and horrendous journey of finding ceci though. god. ahjumma at the stand recognized them tho woots namjadeul woots. like, i asked for ceci, and then 2 copies at that, that ahjumma was like; ahhhh exo ? pfft.

back to myeondeong (dnwr we'll be doing this a lot, really.)
we went to lotte mall because tourists have!to!see!everything!okay!
the stuffs were cool pretty new unattainable all those adjectives lah kan, but as i said out of budget.
so maybe next time sobs

as it was late ,we headed back to dongdaemun with the thoughts to look around there next,
annnnd they're closed for the day. woohoo. so pizza place for late dinner. it was no joke tho. i only had coke, that cafe frappe and bread, and fried cuttlefish. so yeah straved like an elephant. the restaurant was owned by idk i thought theyre mid-easterners but they spoke french. ha. and they made amazing pizza btw. and shrimp burgers. so somehow we went back to le stay-place with fully-occupied hands. oh yeah, the cecis.


so didnt shower cuz cold as whaaaaaat. kemhur with bought stuffs (mom too okay) whatsappedslashjealousified people. and sleep. late.

ok so i think ill cont the rest tmr or something. my inner nerdness is freaking out sheesh yallah boii



p/s; pictures ? yehet.

 excited ibu is excited yeay

 plaaaaaaaaaane. leuls.

 first picture on the ground of incheon (?) cant look tourist enough can i

 told ya. hyun bin.

dongdaemun. intersection.

 en route to namsan

 running man hardeehar

 tower ?

 spriiiiiiiiing

 cafe food. hoot.

 look whos taking picture with beast omgahh

 bi myeongdeong

 ha ha mirror ha

 yum

basically what i bought.

so my life is being completely taken over by-- wait thats not the point of this.

/clearsthroat

so yeah. heyyyyyy. im back? well kind of. wtv lol bspot is so not the in rnw so
this is just like me. rambling. ('snot like i havent been doing that lately, though)

so it has taken a lot of encouraging (fr myself duh) to post this. because memories tbh.
my sentence structure is weird because when am i not weird. ha.

OKAY. KOREA. TRIP. GO.

 finally. so we (nabilah and her ibu) went to republic of south korea last may (gurl pls)
so how did this happen? why? when did u plan this- WHY SO ALL OF SUDDEN YOURE GOING THERE (no kdg i got this ok) so last dec i was suddenly having this awesome thought
heyyy why dont i go to korea i mean KOREA /cue place of my dream etcete/
talked to mum shes like (jokingly) 'ok u go look for cheap tickets..' and man did i look for it.  then i came across these deals and was all like 'mom. lets. go. buy. that ticket. naw. (dont worry ill cover my own expenses u just pay for rooms pwaseeeee)) x176 '
 so aft adjusting with sched and stuffs,
the night aft my last paper for finals it was (talking about getaway ._.)
and i dont even know why am i telling this. memories. k.


 so 17th of may was officially the best of days pfft. i mean anatomy lab practical. moving out fr hostel which means stairssss and heavy stuffs. home at 7, packing trip stuffs and at 9 off we go to erl station.

0100 --> 0700 (0800 kst)

the first thing i did haa

and tell you what.during the whole plane journey. while eating those airasia's overpriced briyani rice which is delish /grudgingly/ i was still not comprehending the fact that i was indeed heading to seoul.
i mean. SEOUL KOT. k i am a person like this ok.
and so when we've landed in incheon that following morning it finally clicked to me that oh. im here. all is well. (please)

( teaser baby )

(wth self wth)


okay draft 131106. now is 140107. /patsonthehead

bertemu untuk diduga

so todaii i went to the mara interview. yeah the dreaded thing is finally over

oh btw i just knew that i got to go to the int on tuesday and i went hanging out yesterday (wed)
and....so yeah. lol. but i did not regret it tho.
 it's SUPAHH funn *grinss*
so last night, struggling, right.
slept at 12.30 woke up at 5
to settle the chores early so that i can prep for ze thingys
etcetcetc time to gooo
my session is at 12pm and i was in panel 9
when i arrived there the reg counter for my panel is not open yet
so i hung out at the foyer and talked to the first girl that smiles at me (haha)
so she's from sm tun fatimah (wow) and shes goin to jordan to do dentistry
talktalktalk AND I FORGOT TO ASK HER NAME wth ==;
after i registered i met my groupmates (5 of em, all girls)
and thank god they're friendly lol
waitwaitwait*meetprimaryschoolfren*waitwaitwait*meetclassmates*
and FINALLY we're being called upstairs
there's one guy so that makes six of us altgthr

in interview room
we're divided into 3 more groups of 2 and given with the task to discuss within the group
the task is;
during the economic downturn the university wants to cut down some costs. there are 3 options that can be done
-students: increase fees, no free lab access
-professor: retrench the profs who are at/near the end of their service, other profs in the u shud multitask
-management: retrench contract/part time workers

so the groups are mainly like, the student rep, professor council and management team
and our tasks is to justify why the actions shud not be implemented on us

so i chose 2 (idky maybe i was blurr at the time -.-)
so discussion started. my partner turned out to be that one guy
my conclusion is; he's kinda..quiet? i dont reli think he is thouh
(he said when it was over that he was kind of shy actually bcos hes fr an all-male school haha)
so our grup seemed to be kind of quiet
(but i also grateful that he doesnt have THAT much thing to say or else i'll be like, drowned. lol)
after like 30-40 mins (?) the disc session ended n we have to do a grup
presentation (or debate maybe) to justify our stand
after we made our conclusion (of which option shud be taken to cut the costs)
the Q&A session began
we're being asked by the interviewer one by one according to our number tags
(i was no 5 ;D)
but maybe i was a little too nervous,
i was stumped at my question for abt 2 minutes -.-;
my quest is: if u're going to do the task again, would u do anything differently?
i said no blabalabla find other ways to cut down the cost etctera.
so thats how it ended :)
i did asked the interviewers some quests bfore heading out as insisted by my parents (lol)
went out to the foyer, talked and exchanged our numbers and then home :)

so i think this is not as scary as my imagination goes (HAHA)
i thought that i will have to brag introduce myself and
all that not so stellar co-co achievements of mine
while all my other groupmates listen lol
so i was very grateful it did not went that way
All Praise to Allah :D
ive tried to do my best and now i'll just leave all the rest with Him
prayyyy for me alright? =)

p/s: kudos for me on being able to shut the shyness of mine in the drawer for that period of time lol
and now i actually feel kind of embarassed :"/

p/s/s: oh btw the prog ive chosen is medicine jordan, prep in unikl mestech for 1 yr and the rest 5 years in JUST, InsyaAllah :)

that other kind of addiction

-completed- (in these 4 months time)
flower boy ramyun shop- download bcuz a recap site that i often go loves this one so much
(like sososososoooo much) so, this drama is funnehhhh and lots of kkotminam too haha. but ofc, it has its slow moments too but still forgivable. just finished this so that's why moon embraces the sun goes up the dld-list *coughjung-il-woocough*
scent of a woman - download it cuz of lee dong wook. saaaaaad drama. it's good but not THAT good. slow ofc since its a melo
my girlfrien is a gumiho - just planned on dlding it and walaahhh it's in front of me when i borrowed someone's hdd (u know who u are ;p) a cute drama.
protect ths boss - dled it at first bcus of jaejae but i barely noticed him in it btw (hes 2nd lead)
starts verrrryyyy good but it's kind of want to make u sepak the screen (out of annoyance) during the last 5 eps minus ending. haha thats bcuz the ending is kinda good and...sweet (haha)
best love - errr the hero is kind of lunatic. thats all i remembered. good thing i only dld the flv ones =_=
shut up flower boy band - LOVEEEE THIS. it's not those typical k-dramas with their so-called unsolvable problems. sure, there r problems in this but they r solved quickly. so yeah i love this :D
(ohh many kkotminam here too ;p)
lie to me - watched bcus my uncle transfered it to my hd. so-so. kind of drama; 1st time watching is ok. 2nd time, errrrrrrr...
my love by my side - idk why i watched this -.-; ohh, maybe it's bcuz i 'ter' tengok on tv (curse u onehd) pissed by the slowness of tv, watched it online.

-in the process of finishing-
salaryman - looks promising. watched ep 1 and it's funny. in d process of downloading. (reluctantly-halted)
obstetrics and gynaecology - has some connection with me (lol) in d process. (halted)
the moon that embraces the sun - received good reviews. currently downloading.
p/s: it's moved to the top bcus of post-drama-watching disease
rooftop prince - doesnt plan on watching this at all. ended up watching ep 1 and never looked back.
funny as hell. it's been so long since i laughed THAT hard watching a drama lol. the only flaw is that it's an ongoing drama currently (>_<)
king 2 hearts -  planned on watching this istd of rooftop at first. good too but for me rooftop wins big time ;p
more politicky this one. ongoing drama in kor too



so,.......i have no idea why i made this post :)

ive got my motivation

back, that is.
after reading that someone's blog ;)

 SO WHAT SHOULD I WRITE ABOUT?
 ive lost all my ability to blog (hiperbole-ing there)

my life is still just the same. just like after i finished ze beloved zespiem
nothings changed. repeat, NO~THING

 EDIT:   WARNING: YOU DONT HAVE TO READ THIS. IT'S JUST ME AND MY PROBLEMS. NOT THAT INTRESTING ANYWAY :)

sometimes i pity myself the most upon remembering that THIS is supposed to be my freedom time
the one that i crave for when im battling in that deathly battle
the one that im supposed to have before i put my feet into the new world. or so they said.
but i guess im just the one with the responsibilties. they cant just leave me alone dont they
so, because of this tiny little minute thing,
ive failed to obtain the 3 things that r on the top of my bucket list
funny.
when i feel that i could not hold it in anymore, i talked to my mom
but it always end up with me feeling sorry for her instead.
so, in the end it's always me consoling myself
but it's just hard . gettting yourself together
compared to it falling apart which is soooo freaking damnly easy

sometimes, i really feel that im an ungrateful person (or bitch, if im being harsh lol)
when im all troubled, stressed out with this thing,
there r more unfortunate people out there. like reaaaaaallly unfortunate.
but i just cant help it.
im just a mere human being with patience-capacity as tiny as amoeba
and just so that you know, i can be reaaaaally bitchy towards others when im in that self-pitiying mode
and im just really sorry to those who have to experience that. really.

so now, ive figured out a way to let me experience the day like others
i'll wake up at 5.30 am and if im fast enough, it'll end in 7.30.
before this, i woke up at 7.30  and be done near 10
i figured out thats not how i want to spend my morning
so i worked out that new arrangement lol
i think im more happy with this.


dearie me,
pls be patient for this month to end
because they said it'll take 2 more weeks.
(yeah u read that right 2 MORE WEEKS again.)
and they also said that the other thing will be at the end of this month too
so please, just summon a lil bit more of patience

wow. soo long ahh? haha


p/s: mara is open today but i still am not sure about the programs...? :'(

hai hai haiiiii :D

hahahaaa i know, i know.
im supposed to update bout CH ( it's been toooooo longgggg nw)
but the mood is just not there lols
so what am i going to do just now?
oh yeah.

anyways, there's this song i like to listen to currently.
at first, i admit i clicked the link just because i saw ths guy's name

but the song is good too :D
btw it does not reflect my situation whatsoever
bcs i've never experienced that kind of thing -.-
here it is


cr:lovekpopsubs8

and I saw other trans of this song on related vids
that is; don't be countrified
lolololol

SJ, like this

cr to d owner

 finally. =)

significant findings haha

 

I want to update bout CH. Hmm. maybe later.

miscellaneous

When you’re reading a book, and something absolutely amazing happens, and you need to take a breath to let the information sink in.

That moment when you are trying to cheer up your friend

When someone pinches your cheeks.

You:

Them:

You (Inside):

 LOL DAESUNG HAHAHA

credits to tumblr

20120102

as always, cr to tumblr ;)

GG

cr: tumblr

I used to be in front of tv every tues on 10.30 pm w/out phail
but now im too lazy to go downstairs and switch on d tv
._________.

this is so me lol

When you can’t go to your favorite band’s concert and when you watch news updates about them, you sit there and be like

OOHH AND THIS TOO



LOL HAHAHAHA

credits to tumblr

Cena's 17th Birthday ;)

 WARNING: verrry detailed entry ahead. read at your own risk.
 
todai we went to the mid.
the main objective was ofc as the title said, to celebrate husna's birthday
what a day. haha
in the morning, shiqa picked me up and then off we go to ukm's ktm station
there were 4 of us, shiqa,husna,syarfa' and me
alynn and amal took on the early trip to kl ;D
i think in the morning ktm moves verry berry sloooow *yawns*
so thanks to syarfa's we were quite entertained lol haha
reached there, reunited with the duo, wandering in the mall
bought some presents for husna and then went to picked up the reserved tixs
then we went to carls jr to get some refreshments
and funneh things happend *HAHAHAHA*
*cannot find the ice, trying to dissolve sugars in cold water lol capa'*
shiqa ordered this yummeh thing, fish and chip i think
so we ate that and do some gossiping talking, camera-ing and video-ing
so much ing -,-'
next, bought popcorns and drinks and went into the cold one place
as usual, half of the popcorns' population is reduced by the end of the commercials
finally the movie starts. watched happy feet 2 in 3D
*thanks Shiqa! hee~*
good movie and cute too. ear-rick is adorable ;p
and ohh how can i forget the PRAWNS?
esp the one who's trying on going up the food chain lol
ahhhhh
next looking around in jusco and mph
and looking for place to EAT. it's a hard and long journey tho
we somehow ended having lunch in secret recipe
everyone's ordering i tell you. it shows how hungry ppl we all are ;p
i ordered prawn macaroni with cheese AND mocha espresso ice blended
wow right
also, a slice of cappucino cheese cake.
that, i shared with d bday girl ;D
talk,eat,talk,eat,pay
next thing to do on the list was bowling but
when we arrived there, we're going to be 9th on the waiting list
so yeah so long bowling
plus, the 'atmosphere' in the place was not that nice too
or maybe it's just me *shrugs*
in the end we decided to wander around in the mall again...
the last and my most favourite activity was ice cream eating!
gelato fruity which was husna's treat *thanksss ;D*
i chose some fruit flavour bcs i was tooo.. full?
but yeah, there's always place for fruits lol
next time im going to try the chocolate-y ones
eat and talk again. girls.
we parted after that. the duo's going for the lrt and
we're going to the ktm and my oh my it was raining cats and cats
going back inside again to let capa's perform asar
and then when we're out again the rain has stopped
on our way to the ktm, shiqa,husna and capa' was being stopped by these chinese ppl
and they ended up buying smthg from those ppl. .______.
the commuter was ofc, being the commuter at the peak hour, full with humans
and practically there was no space at ALL to move *it did get better after serdang's stop though*
so yeah what a cheesy day i had
and and and I'M HAPPY. of course lah kan ;D

p/s: let's do this again. maybe after 3 months. hee

p/s/s: the reason why im writing such a detailed entry
is because i may be wanting to read this later :)

saya ex-maahad

whoot whoot finally im eligible for that title HAHA

so yesterday, bcs of my lack of emotion, i didnt reaaally feel anything
thus updating is not on my list
*frankly it isn't for quite SOME time ;p*
tbh, i start reading err memorising for real only on that particular morning.
so yeah, last minute studies all the way -,-
gotta change that attitude if im really going to take on medic.like, seriously
okay back to story yada yada yada, EXAM IS FINISHED
woohoo
did i mention that im feeling teeny weeny itsy bitsy of regret
for not taking the spot quest seriously cuz it DID came out btw oh wells wtv


then, we took piccahs outside dewan after preparing 
the hall for the next occassion
going up to 5IBS to pick up our belongings, ofc some gossips r involved
buy 'air gedegang' and then went to the mosque
chilling for some time there and then went home with alynn :)


ohh btw i didnt receive the pixs for filzah yet so no piccah to put here. 
going to edit this later

i think my spbt's QS F4 text book is misplaced in somebody else's bag
hmmph.

yeaaay no more exam to worry about. i am a freeeee person at last.
okay only for the next 6 months
but hey, they say that spm's the toughest part in life right? ;p
so yeah im DONE with it. HEE


p/s: somehow this doesnt feel complete without piccahs

i raise my case

hari ini.
saya telah pergi ke rumah farisha fauzi untuk
menghantar hadiah daripada fatimah dan saya.
rumah beliau juga tidak susah untuk dicari :)
selepas itu , kami pergi ke nilai 3 kerana ibu ingin membeli kain dan tudung.
walaubagaimanapun, barang yang ingin saya beli tidak dijumpai
atau lebih tepat lagi, tidak dicari di situ kerana keadaannya yang sangat panas
dan tidak menyelesakan.
kami mengambil keputusan untuk membelinya di bandar baru bangi sahaja.
selepas menunaikan zuhur di masjid al-hasanah,
ibu singgah di sebuah kedai servis kereta untuk menambah gas
dichlorofluoromethane atau gas pendingin hawa
(saya pun baru tahu nama tersebut. hahahaha).
sementara menunggu kami pergi ke little white cafe
dengan niat untuk minum-minum ringan
yang akhirnya tidak begitu ringan.

selepas urusan kereta selesai,
destinasi ibu seterusnya ialah latina dan cosway pula.
akhir sekali, kami pergi ke kompleks bangi utama
untuk mencari kasut serbaguna saya.
serbaguna kerana saya akan menggunakannya sebagai kasut sekolah
dan kasut jalan setelah saya tamat persekolahan.
akhirnya, kami tiba di rumah pada jam 6 petang.
belakang kaki kanan saya agak melecet
kerana kasut yang saya pakai ketat di sebelah kanan.
saya juga baru mengetahui bahawa kaki kanan manusia
ialah lebih besar berbanding kaki kiri.
itulah pengetahuan baru yang saya dapat pada hari ini. :)
gambar-gambar:

 red velvet cake :D

 yeah ive tried bagel lol

 cakescakescakes

alynn, this is it ;p

p/s: gambar-gambar terlepas daripada peraturan penulisan Bahasa Melayu

chess club and kajang

last tuesday, (18/10/11) chess club had their end of year 'jamuan'
i know, these days, it's all about the 'jamuans' lol
so we had quite some issues to deal with. dilla to be exact.
anyways we manage to overcome it and that afternoon we sneaked out of class
by we, i mean dilla, timah and i
to go to seksyen 1 with mrs robiah to pick up chicken satays for the jamuan
sadly, due to some technical problems, only a few of the members showed up.
on the bright side, we got their portions lol. btw, kami memang baik :p

the dishes are: nasi lemak pn harbiah (i love,love this one), chicken satay, coconut jelly
oh btw, librarians also had their jamuan. but i gave my nasi beriani to timah
(sell, to be exact lol)

 matrix ;p

speech on why we shud sneak out of school during self study session ;D

andddd, that evening,
timah,dilla,malyn and I went to kajang
by taxi because it's raining cats and dogs that evening.
when we arrived at the bus stand, we're drenched wet
timah had her matter to settle to and after that,
(and after i bought cool blogs for alynn and me)
we went to survey for amal's piano headphones
gosh that thing was pricey ofc
went back to school also by taxi and we asked
that ahjushi to drop us at the old drop zone
so yeah, we kinda just come out from the rain lol
oh btw, we also skipped the
evening session of addmaths like a boss ;p

in taekshii

mastermind

our taekshii dealer lol thanks lots! :)

big bad wolves 2011

ailabyuuuuuu!! LOL

that thing really made me crazy as well as my purse
i went there with alynn,amal and dilla on 7th of october
(and yeah, we skip school like a boss ;p)
that morning, alynn came over and my mom sent us to amal's house 
and later, mr. che din sent us to MAEPS
where the sale was being held.
a big fat thanks goes to my biology tuition teacher for telling me abt this dirty little secret sale
imagine, english novels which are usually priced at rm 29.90 each at least, at LEAST,
(or maybe less than that which i dont know abt)
were on sale at rm8. wow.
so these are some of the piccas of my purchases :)

3 are not in this.

itallian for beginners, done
i read on some booklover's blog the night before that 'hex hall' is good
so i just grabbed it when i saw da book.
firefly lane; sounds promising idk

ooh yeah, there's 2 more ; shoe addict anonymous and flawless (from PLL series)

all of this only cost me like rm100++
which i can only dream of if i purchase them at mph etc.
so yeah. i wanna live in uk lol

*clears throat*

ahhh...ahhh
okay.
i am so very sorry towards people who awaits for my new updates
sorry sorry sorry sorry. there.
happenings of my life these days.
not much tbh, aside from constant leaves from school
obviously, without permission. yeah me.
*ignoringthethoughtofhownicemyhighschoolcertificatewilllooklike*

so, last monday (17/10/11) we had our last FORM 5 class of 2011 jamuan
oh btw, happy birthday Amalina Che Din! heee.
the jamuan was fun. thanks a lottt to the organisers who had been working their butts off
to make that jamuan happens. ofc, it's not perfect and all
but still, they deserve their credits right?
and im happy with my exchanging-gift present.XD
the rolled-goat (kambing golek) was very delicious. ;p
here's some pics to commomerate that day

 yea, that's the name :D

 we

 our teachers :)

bts lol

pics credit to miss nabilah mardiyyah :)

okay till the next post,

salam. ^^